Monday, January 11, 2016

The Thing

You know. the bear. That one. 
It's still here. Nausea is real. 
Anxiety is real. 

Part of me wants to get better. But part of me doesn't. You know that. It's super hard and being home doesn't make it easier. Being back will, I think. But also harder too, because school and food and people and classes. It'll be different. 

Today didn't help much. I'm 102. 
How could I have gained four pounds in a day that can't be right that's wrong and you know it no no no no
Tomorrow is different. 

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