Things are happening.
It's scary and beyond my control so much but my brain is starting to do things it did last sophomore and senior year and I really don't wanna go down that road again. Like can we not?
I hate it.
I hate worrying people cause there's nothing any of us can do about any of it for the timebeing, so why give them cause to worry?
I need to be better about not letting it show. It worries people already, especially Laura and my mom, and I don't want to do that, they have so so much going on s it is and I don't want to add to their plates.
We will just have to wait, I guess.
It's scary, but I can deal.
It's scary and beyond my control so much but my brain is starting to do things it did last sophomore and senior year and I really don't wanna go down that road again. Like can we not?
I hate it.
I hate worrying people cause there's nothing any of us can do about any of it for the timebeing, so why give them cause to worry?
I need to be better about not letting it show. It worries people already, especially Laura and my mom, and I don't want to do that, they have so so much going on s it is and I don't want to add to their plates.
We will just have to wait, I guess.
It's scary, but I can deal.
