Wednesday, July 15, 2015

Note to self

Appreciate your directors.
Utilize them to be scary people when you need them to be.
don't wait until there's two days left.

you shouldn't have to suffer at camp, it's supposed to be fun for you too. 



You can't cry at camp.
It's really a big no.
It drops morale and enthusiasm real quickly
I can't tell you how many times we've all had to just take a walk today because we would end up yelling and making things worse for the kids if we didn't. 
It was bad. 
Very bad.

I waited until I got home to cry. It's okay. 
I am so drained and done with a lot of these kids and it really sucks that that's the case. A lot of them are wonderful and lovely and angels and they try their best but the two or three jerks have to ruin it for everyone. 

I swear to God if the Hooligans have the balls to show up to camp these next few days, I will just go off. I do not need to worry more than I already am this session, but they're in the back of my mind all the time. 


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